...and so it begins today, I decided to start blogging about my past five years and my new beginnings. As I dropped my 4 year old daughter off at school, I sat in my car and screamed for a good 30 seconds...FML!!!!!!!!! How did I end up here I asked myself...just 3 years ago I thought I was happily married to this man who loved me and my now 17 year old son (that's right I have a 4yr old and a 17 yr old...FML!!!!!) And now I am a single mother all over again. You may wonder what the hell does this have to do with #blackgirlzsweat2...well working out has been my saving grace and the reason I haven't gone all
its that moment when you realize I better get to praying more and releasing some of this frustration before I go all KILL BILL on a ninja! So that's when #blackgirlzsweat2 came into. There is a misconception that black girlz don't sweat, but that's just what it is, we workout, we go HARD IN THE GYM! Lol!
Last year after working on my marriage, trying to make it work I realized I needed to leave, I was falling apart from the inside-out. I was gaining weight and so much more, I was praying for God to change my situation. I realized that my marriage was not going to get better, in fact it was getting worst...so I left. I decided I better start working out again 4 days/wk doing weight lifting, walking, spinning and boot-camp. I was a size 6... 4 yrs ago and now I was a solid 12...O HELLZ NAW!. It has been hard work ...I am now a size 8, I feel good, look good and the struggle is real.
Check in to read about my inconsistent eating habits, workout classes to attend, my life struggles and my new........DATING LIFE!!...Ok well dating life might be taking it too far...dating..I haven't done that in years...what if I'm horrible at it, I DO talk alot, I'm on 10 all day, I'm 37 and the list goes on!!!!! Let the Journey begin.....
My new beginning , my new life, my new chapter!
"Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Roseann Alexander-Isham
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